1 sad day

today is my second time writing post todae i went to my grandma's house all my cousins looks so sad count me in because my great grand ma went to the hospital because she is sick what sick i can't tell u if i tell u my sister will scold me so i can't tell u acctually all of us wanted to go but all the adults don't let they always say there is H1N1 so bad i can't wait to see great grand ma if my great grand ma never recover the doctor so bad say what TIMES UP for her i feel like biting the doctor last time the doctor also tell my a gong the same thing then he past alway until now i can remeber i miss my a gong now i remeber all the thing already i really feel like forgoting all the thing i really really want to forgot all the thing but i can't my brian is a mess now i can't take it any more in class i have problems over here at home i also have problem n no body can help me a all i really feel like dieing sometimes monday need to go back to school theni need to go back n sit with the demon already i realy feel like changing my place my self n change the mr lao the vegetaion people his nose hair so long n then also shout so loud i wish he can teach other class so my class won't be so like nosiey n change back to our former teacher mdm aminda so bad but i can't change my selfwe need MR NORGH to do ok la i will say until here i need to go tags my sis tata good night